Help! I need advice. My husband left me and i can't handle this.? ?

I get that he has ever right not to love me anymore, but I can't let him go. He left because he says he's no longer in love, but keeps brining up that he never wanted to be a father and he wants to drink and party all the time. He wants nothing to do with me and I just sit here and cry all day. I'm trying to be strong for my 1 year old, but I'm falling apart. I keep begging him to come home for some reason. I'm scared and I need advice, inspiration, something. Everyday he reminds me we will never get back together.